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Post by Taggon on Mar 1, 2015 2:41:22 GMT
Chaff rolled his optics behind his helmet. Raiza was clearly enjoying herself now that she was being played with the way she wanted, although Chaff was still slightly unsure of what to do here. He just went with the flow, so he continued as if he genuinely knew what he was doing, even though he paused for a second.
"Ah, I see. I assume you've attempted to get close to someone before? Or is this all just some kind of game you like to play?" Chaff asked. It was not flirtatious, and so he decided he would pull her out of the comfort zone, and see if he could see the gears behind this clock.
"here's another question. If you like to act like this around people who you've known only for around a month, how is it you don't have any friends you say? I know you told me you were crazy, but how do I know this isn't some kind of act you're trying to pull on me?" Chaff asked, if he could get a solid answer, then he would be content. He would be looking for solid answers though...
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Post by Raiza on Mar 1, 2015 2:52:40 GMT
"It's a bit of both, really", Raiza, around this rate, was losing this game as well. He was weighing her down which is what she hated in life. It wasn't offensive, it was just one of her weaknesses. She may be happy to hear Breakdown's voice but this question coming from her close friend? That was one of them. As he asked her about her craziness around her friends, her vulnerability just snapped. She looked down and she thought about it for a moment. She then turned her back on him as if she was ashamed or embarrassed. She hugged herself in her arms and her pigtails waved a little while they were weighing her helm down. "I'm honestly not sure", she told him as she shook her head with her optics closed. "It wouldn't be a game if that question was one of my weak spots of my processor. I'm built like this. Can't change it", her voice sounded small.
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Post by Taggon on Mar 1, 2015 13:48:05 GMT
Chaff approached Raiza, rubbing her on the shoulder.
"Raiza, when you tell yourself you can't change, that's wrong. I of all people know how to change, and the experience of switching personalities and voices is a strange one, but the point still stands that you do not have to think you can't change." Chaff pointed out. "Make no mistake I'm no guru. I am Just saying. Change is always optional. If you want, I can even help make you better. There's not a cable that I am not familiar with, and I can make you--well---more you. Without smoking of program that you are ashamed of that's in your head." Chaff offered.
"If this is really the case...why didn't you ask someone about fixing it?" Chaff asked. He honestly wondered about Raiza. If Knockout had created her, then why would he make her this ashamed psycho path that had to walk through a mental journey every twenty minutes in order to get herself straight, and find out what she was doing? Was she built to be sane? Had Knockout decided that he needed some kind of pretty femme that had a twisted soul for a 'sister'? Or had Knockout really designed her? Questions appeared in Chaff's mind left and right. He had just been Knockout. Knockout wasn't the mentally diseased type, although make no mistake he was a Decepticon all the way, even though his loyalty was about as stable as his ability to comprehend why his finish didn't have to be polished and shiny all the time.
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Post by Raiza on Mar 1, 2015 14:13:06 GMT
Raiza turned to look at him as she felt his hand on her shoulder. She wondered about what he said to her. He was like a teacher right now. Did he wish for her to be sane? She really didn't know. Was that what he was trying to say? She doesn't know. Once he asked her that why she didn't let anybody fix her. "I chose to keep who I am and I don't want strangers in my processor to make a mistake!", she sounded like she was shouting in anger. She didn't mean to though. With her as a psychopath, she can't keep her emotions straight.
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Post by Taggon on Mar 2, 2015 0:22:17 GMT
Chaff took a step back when Raiza screamed angrily at him, telling him how she did not want strangers in her processor. Chaff put the hand which he had used to rub her shoulder up in slight defense, in case she tried to hurt him. Raiza's optics shown a color of red that told him that she was confused, and uncertain of what he was poking at. Chaff blinked once behind his vertical visor before he answered back. He was slightly hurt by how she referred to him as a stranger, but then again he had told her they had only known each other for a month or so. Still. He was no stranger by now right?
"Raiza, calm down, I was offering my services. Look. I know you're confused, and you've been confused. If you give me a chance, I can try to make you completely sane. I know the processor is one of the most delicate parts in your whole body...but I think someone might have tweaked yours or something so that you are this way. I've created article intelligence before, I know how the brain modules work. I just need you to trust me, so that I can help you. Ask yourself this. How long have you been confused? How long have you not had a hold on yourself? How long, have you told yourself you just 'can't'? Well maybe you 'can't'. Maybe you need a servo. I have two, and both of them have created clones, and even one of your friends, Thunderbolt." Chaff stated. Apparently some of Breakdown must have used facts to his advantage, but one thing was for sure, Breakdown did want to help comrades. AS for Chaff? He went with the flow, he helped his friends, and he worked with his friends.
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Post by Raiza on Mar 2, 2015 14:10:09 GMT
Raiza was panting after she was done screaming. She was shocked herself for yelling at Chaff. He was indeed trying to help despite her seeing that he was. It was trust issues with her. But when he said he could make her sane, she looked at him in slight shock. He wanted to help her after all. She thought about it for a moment with her back towards him. She was gonna miss who she was now. Her psychotic ways made her whole different person than she was used to now. But going sane was a whole different person. A new life. He was offering her a new life.
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Post by Taggon on Mar 2, 2015 14:36:54 GMT
As Raiza turned around after looking at him with some shock, Chaff wondered if she thought he was the sane one. Chaff sometimes asked himself that, but he had repeatedly proved he was one hundred percent sane, he just changed personalities some and he could confuse even himself. Raina's long pigtails faced Chaff still as she seemed to think about it.
Chaff walked up to her side, his servos behind his back. His seeker wings were suspended, not slanted up or down.
"Imagine just being yourself. Without any hint of insanity. You would be who you are, you would just have control of your actions more, and you wouldn't be having to worry about flipping over to some kind of side which you have to talk yourself out of."
Chaff assured her. He wondered if she was actually going to accept his offer here. The femmes red optics seemed to be distant, as if she was watching something move on the wall. She was hearing all of this right? Of course she was. Chaff had a few suspicions about how her brain had been designed...he'd seen a few cases, though he was no doctor, he'd repaired them as well. If Raiza would just let him help her.
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Post by Raiza on Mar 2, 2015 14:50:44 GMT
She sighed slowly with her Crimson optics closed. She has made up her mind. She will be sane but her psychotic ways will leave her since that is who she really is. All Chaff might fix is her personality shifts. She could keep her emotions straight again. "You can fix me but there is one condition. My psychotic ways will stay with me. What you will only fix is my personality shifts", she told him.
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Post by Taggon on Mar 2, 2015 23:41:32 GMT
Chaff smiled behind his helmet, she was trusting him.
"Well, yes. I basically give you more control of yourself, so you can choose to be psychotic and all that, though I don't know why. Well, since you trust me enough to do this..you just lay down on the berth over there." Chaff gestured towards a berth, which was cleaned off for Raiza. She was taking the first step towards some liberty from her condition, so that was good. Hopefully, he wouldn't have to sedate her at the last second from turning crazy again and trying to do something insane. Like kill him. Or something along the lines.
Chaff made sure all of his equipment was stationed where it needed to be before he lead Raiza by her thin servos to the berth, allowing her to clank down on it gently before he began to prep and gather tools. He did not bind her to the berth in any sense, he simply just granted her time to lay there. Chaff keptan optic on her, out of the corner of his eye incase the insanity did start acting up as he thought it might.
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Post by Raiza on Mar 2, 2015 23:50:55 GMT
Raiza watched him get his tools ready and she looked at the berth. As she took a few steps towards it, she got a little fidgety as she was staring at the berth as if something was there. She then began to twitch on her lips and fingers. She was about to snap again. But after her conversation with Chaff about her insanity, she was fighting in her own head. She then began to shake. "Don't...sedate me", she struggled to say to Chaff. "I'm...fine", she told him with a smile that sounded cheery and enthusiastic. She was twitching like mad.
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Post by Taggon on Mar 3, 2015 0:12:29 GMT
Chaff noticed the twitching alright, and as Raiza stated she was 'fine', Chaff just glanced at her side ways as he picked up some of his tools, and put them on the surgical tray which he had readied. Raise was struggling to stay as she was just as he had predicted, but she clearly didn't want to admit it, or be sedated. Chaff gave a slight shake of the helm as he pulled out one of his tools, and then slipped the needle which held the sedating fluidwithin it into the side of her torso quickly, with a nimbleness that would get his job done. Raiza had been struggling, so it had been fairly easy.
"Everything's going to be fine Raiza. Try to enjoy your rest while you can." He offered, as he turned around to prepare more of his tools. The processor was a delicate thing, and in order to change it he would be having to work with skill and precision. Luckily for Raiza, he could do just that.
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Post by Raiza on Mar 3, 2015 0:26:22 GMT
"I...said..I'm....fine", she said to him until she fainted into sedation. She lost her feet and she fell into his arms. It was time for her to take the ultimate step and get this condition out of her.
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Post by Taggon on Mar 3, 2015 0:46:01 GMT
Chaff caught the femme, who had fallen asleep just now, thanks to his sedation. Her faceplate displayed a look of tired peacefulness, her lenses close. Chaff gently clanked Raiza onto the berth, before he gave a small sigh. He really couldn't disappoint her now, she had let him sedate her and get her to this far. Chaff slid the tray of tools along to his side, before be began performing the small surgeries in order to get to Raiza's processor. The sedation he had given her was extremely strong, full power, so she would be out for around twenty four hours. Chaff ain't been shy on the drug, since he would require all the time he needed. Chaff injected another needle which was hooked up to one of his computers into the back of Raiza's helm, aimed to just ever so slightly reach by the tip to her brain module.
On the computer, Chaff's readings told him of her brain module symptions. Everything was inactive, save the voluntary actions such as light venting, and keeping her necessary functions online. It was another voluntary action that caught Chaff's attention, and made him frown. Her brain waves were slightly unusual, they spiked and then they calmed down. Yes, something inside of her was not coping with her system.
Chaff stroked his chin, thinking of what it could be as he brought another needle out. He had quite a few, and he injected them into her helm slowly, one by one. In sub-consciousness, Raiza may feel the slightest amount of weird feeling, like she would when she was in a free-fall. With multiple needles just touching her brain module, Chaff's computer quickly pulled up the schematics of her inside workings.
Everything was in order, save her cerebellum and her frontal lobe. Just as I thought. Her emotions and her muscle control are slightly hindered, being spiked by something else inside of her...hmmm... Chaff mused. He would have to run a few tests, just to confirm a few things. Ever so slightly, he pushed the needle that touched her frontal lobe in just a little farther, so that his computers could show what was going on inside the area.
The frontal lobe controlled aggressive behavior, so what was inside her frontal lobe was a part of her 'insanity'. Chaff's computer gave him some some visuals on the insides. Raise had extra pieces in her, and stray little microbes that caused a small electric spasm that spike her aggression and random emotions. So her insanity was not a mistake as she had possibly thought. Someone had enjoyed playing around with her mind, whoever this crazy someone was.
Chaff set the needles to suck out these little microbes, which would begin to take a while. AS for her Cerebellum, he would work on it while the frontal lobe was addressed.
The Cerebellum worked with causing joints to move, such as reflexes f raise was to instantly draw her servo away from an extremely hot piece of metal The Cerebellum worked with voluntary movement as well, presetting joint movement such as walking up stairs a certain way, so that you wouldn't trip. Raiza had an excellent design for her Cerebellum, as it's schematics appeared on his other computer. Her Cerebellum's ability to preset her movements were modified in such a way that she could gracefully walk, in the way that Chaff had noticed earlier when they had first met. Chaff examined the data, she had glitches in this area. It provided an explanation for all her constant twitching or trying to control herself, since it was hard to stop yourself from doing things such as pulling away from something burning hot.
Raiza had excellent movement, which most would deem a bit attractive, but the part in her was chalk full of glitches. Chaff frowned. It seemed like this part was a mistake, maybe she had been made out of scrap or something. She looked pretty good if she was made out of that, but still. Either someone had not known what they were doing at this point, or they wanted to give Raiza a trial. So that meant Chaff would be having to send some programs into her to clear away the glitches...it was just that the glitch-clearing could cause Raiza to lose some of her reflexes. Chaff gave a long sigh, venting outwards. It just got harder from here didn't it?
Chaff paused in his work, putting a servo on his fore-helm. He blinked before he set back to work, creating a computer program which was going to be specially made to purge Raiza of glitches. His servos typed madly, as he created the program which he would use to cure her of her glitches. Chaff hummed a tune to himself as he did so, deciding to switch a personality since he had been breakdown for a bit too long, and he was beginning to feel weird as Breakdown. It was just strange. So he Chose to be Graph, and instantly, he felt a little more calm and assured of what he was doing.
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Post by Raiza on Mar 3, 2015 0:56:53 GMT
((Do you want me to awaken her now or later?))
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Post by Taggon on Mar 3, 2015 1:28:34 GMT
((Yeah, I'll just edit as I go, and when I'm done here, I'll just PM or post it for you.))
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Post by Raiza on Mar 3, 2015 1:32:15 GMT
((Thank you))
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Post by Taggon on Mar 3, 2015 1:47:56 GMT
((Welcome, okay, after this post, you can wake her up--though even though hours passed, she would still be a bit dozy for a bit.))
Hours passed, as Chaff perfected his program. Finally, he had what he needed, and he placed yet another needle into Raiza's helm to slip the program into her Cerebellum. It would be simple, the program would go in, and keep her mind glitch free, making her regain at least half of her 'sanity'. Meanwhile, the riffraff sucking had been completed, and as Chaff waited for the program to work it's magic, he slowly unplugged his needles out of her helm, deciding he would be having to wait for what occurred next. Chaff made it his careful priority to replace some of her helm armour, painting it the colour the previous armour was and polishing it up expertly. He was careful as he did so, making sure he would not at all injure the femme before him. It had been about ten hours worth of work, if she was unusual she would wake up in another two.
Raiza would be as normal as she could possibly be, and perhaps a little angry with him for the sedation. Chaff chuckled to himself as he already felt the slap, but he knew he would have done her a huge favor. At last, the purging was done, and Chaff unsheathed the needles from her helm, slowly as not to damage her in any way. He set the needles down, and put away his tools, and commenced studying some of her tissue which had had acquired a sample of. He kept his attention on the file pulled up on the computer screen, letting Raiza wake up on her own. His job was done, so it was study time.
Chaff glanced back at Raiza. He had changed her upper helm design ever so slightly, just to be symbolic about how she had changed. He considered reversing her red and black paint job, but that would be over doing it. Chaff's work only made him wonder where the frag Thunderbolt was. Last time she had spoken to him she had said something about speaking to Primus, whatever that meant. In hind sight, Chaff began to ponder if Thunderbolt had found some sort of super natural connection or something.
He returned to his studying of Raiza's innerworkings, spotting what made her more of a graceful and fluid being, and adding it to a list he had prepped for himself. He would test it out on creations first, but he would have to do that later. Chaff's attention blipped to Jeffery, who was still recharging. Chaff set a timer for the mech to be opened up in about ten minutes or so.
((...and, gtg unfortunately))
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Post by Raiza on Mar 3, 2015 10:57:38 GMT
After the hours pass by, Raiza began to slowly stir and her eyes began to shutter while they were still closed. She groaned in tiredness as she slowly and finally opened her optics. They felt heavy once they opened as if she hadn't slept in days. She slowly turned her helm to Chaff and she groaned in annoyance. "I told you not to sedate me", she said to him as her helm collapsed back on the berth. She could barely move right now and she would have to wait until her systems catch up with her. She felt a little light headed as she tried to readjust her optics correctly as if the room was a blur.
((I see you want Thunderbolt in so bad. Don't worry, she'll come soon. I'm working on her application right now and hopefully, it will be up soon if real life doesn't get in the way))
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Post by Taggon on Mar 3, 2015 12:39:26 GMT
((Replied via PM.))
Chaff heard the grown of the sleepy femme, her breath was sort of forced out like a huff as she remained on the berth, clearly still tired due to the effects of the sedation. Chaff just rolled his optics, responding in Graph's voice, "Oh come on Raiza. I found a ton of stuff wrong with your processor, and I just fixed all of it. If anything, you should be thanking me. You were jittering around like mad when you weren't sedated...besides, it sounds like the sleep was doing you some good anyways." Chaff said, turning his chair to face her. For a little while, she would still be a bit limp or find it hard to move around thanks to the powerful drug. It was actually remarkable that she was awake now.
Chaff wouldn't be too surprised if he heard a yawn from her between her sentences for a small amount of time. "Now. You may not be able to think too clearly now, since you weren't really supposed to be up until about four more hours human time. Nonetheless, you're awake, at least." Chaff shrugged, wondering if a good rest would suit him. Nah. Later.
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Post by Raiza on Mar 3, 2015 18:13:13 GMT
She rolled her eyes and she tried to sit up until she clunked back down. She groaned in frustration and she finally managed to lift her helm up. She felt like falling down again since her helm felt so heavy. "Thanks then?", she held her helm. "My head", she groaned.
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