Post by Skyspray (Aquahaze) on Jan 13, 2016 7:09:50 GMT
Hello, everyone who might read this message. This may be my last post here, i do not know yet what the future will bring. But I do know that I cannot stay if it continues. Not with some things going on with the higher-ups. I think maybe i should give you some background information.
A while ago, I was demoted as Magnus because I was having a rough time irl. I didn't want to but was forced to. Didn't take it that well. Eventually, I got through that. It took time, but it happened. Support from others.. Nope. Maybe one or two persons, not more. Then came the summer, the time I managed the board almost entirely by myself, at least 80%. It wasn't easy, can't say i got more stable because of it. But I was taught one thing: when you need help the most, it won't come to you. But then the summer ended and all went back to the usual. Except it didn't. I always went around with the feeling that something was wrong. But it didn't bother me much.
Now, another person suffered from the same IRL problems, just that nothing happened. Same issue, different results. This time, with support of others. If that is the kind of bias and inequality that will shape this, I don't want to be a part of it. I stand, or now maybe rather stood, for equality and fairness. I will however stay for two weeks, both to see if anything happens (hopefully for the better but maybe for the worse...), if i change my mind and because I don't want to leave my friends hanging in the current RPs.
I do not crave that you should be upset or actually do anything. I just want to say this.
Best regards, Skyspray.
Two weeks. Tick-tock.
A while ago, I was demoted as Magnus because I was having a rough time irl. I didn't want to but was forced to. Didn't take it that well. Eventually, I got through that. It took time, but it happened. Support from others.. Nope. Maybe one or two persons, not more. Then came the summer, the time I managed the board almost entirely by myself, at least 80%. It wasn't easy, can't say i got more stable because of it. But I was taught one thing: when you need help the most, it won't come to you. But then the summer ended and all went back to the usual. Except it didn't. I always went around with the feeling that something was wrong. But it didn't bother me much.
Now, another person suffered from the same IRL problems, just that nothing happened. Same issue, different results. This time, with support of others. If that is the kind of bias and inequality that will shape this, I don't want to be a part of it. I stand, or now maybe rather stood, for equality and fairness. I will however stay for two weeks, both to see if anything happens (hopefully for the better but maybe for the worse...), if i change my mind and because I don't want to leave my friends hanging in the current RPs.
I do not crave that you should be upset or actually do anything. I just want to say this.
Best regards, Skyspray.
Two weeks. Tick-tock.